It's not that I'm sad about anything, per se, I just don't feel "happy." I wouldn't even call it depressed or unhappy (even though technically, I suppose, not being happy is being unhappy, it feels more like neutral to me -- not good, not bad).
I look at the joy and energy that wM has and exudes every waking moment. I don't feel that way. Haven't for a long time.
It doesn't worry me. It just is.
I wonder how long it will last.